Look. I think everyone has the right to say anything he/she wants on the internet. Talk about FREEWILL. Dammit. Leave my gawdamn life alone. I mean, the internet is the only place where I can truly express my feeling with out being scolded, with out being bashed, with out being criticized. So what if I swear a lot? Did you ever see me badmouth anyone? Have you ever read in my blogs that “*inserts person’s name here* is an a-hole.” or “go to hell *person’s name*!”

I am fully aware that I swear a lot. And I am also fully aware that that isn’t right. Well, SORRY. I don’t think being who I am is wrong. And for me swearing is a form of self-expression. I swear because there isn’t just the right words to substitute for them. And if I do substitute them with words other than swearing, they’d sound nastier and downright meaner.

One more thing, I don’t do that in RL. I am a totally different person on the net. That’s why my name is ‘JOE LESTRANGE’ and not ‘*insert real name here*’. Darn it. Please? LEAVE ME ALONE. I don’t think what I’m doing is putting anyone’s life in danger. I don’t think that every time I swear, a person dies. This is my life. I’m trying to make up for the shit I’ve done in the past and try not to fuck it again.

I just want to live my life the way I want it without anyone trying to tell me what to do and how I should do it.

I’m the type of person who won’t ask for help when I don’t need it. I want to believe that I can do everything that I want to do, reach the goals that I need to reach. (Of course with Him)

I don’t like ‘counselings’. I believe I’m perfectly sane. When I see that I’m not doing anything that can harm others, I like doing things my own way. I listen to what others say, but I take them as advices. Meaning it’s up to me if I’d follow it or not. I try my best to respect opinions from other people, even though sometimes there are opinions that are not worth listening to.

Another thing. I’m not perfect, and I’m obviously not trying to be. I’m human, after all. But I won’t change for anyone, whoever you are. I fix my own self. I actually observe myself from time to time, and even though that’s barely noticeable, I actually know how to think before I speak. I change my attitude only because I know that it’s not right anymore, I certainly don’t change my attitude because someone doesn’t like it. I really treasure my friends, because they’re people who love me for who I am. I love them because they’re the ones who don’t want me to change at all.

And look, if you think I’m a little pampered missy, I’m not. My parents raised me up to be a fighter, and I definitely dislike losing without any effort. I FIGHT FOR MY LOVE!!

And well, this is me. If you don’t like it, that’s not my problem.